jus took a nap that lasted about 2 hours & woke up to grey skies with a clear mind. all of the little qualms & troubles, the highs, the lows of the previous few days jus slipped away into thin air. i kinda got to wondering why so many people care so much about both attention & others’ perception, as well as so often hold onto feelings of jealousy, resentment, envy, attachment & feelings of not belonging or not being enough. life could sometimes involve suffering, but there’s a lot of comfort in your own space too, listening to your own tunes, coming up with indelible works of art & little writings & reading & watching shows. we could sip on beer, coffee, tea, etc. & smoke something, whether that’s nicotine or weed for any of us. so why do we crave what we don’t necessarily have at the moment or attach so much of our own worth based on another’s thoughts or actions. who cares… jus look at the infinite stars under the moonlight & know every one of them has a reason, a reason to shine, jus like we do, to jus vibe with our own selves & the art we consume & create without caring whether or not anyone else fucks with us or vibes back.
i smoked a quick cigarette out on the terrace & brewed up a coffee for coffee’s sake. as i sipped & smoked, i realized how truly grateful i am for the current moment forever existing, for who i am with where i’m at & the feelings of now & of experiences past & my family & friends i met along the way. we jus got to be so grateful each day, noticing the blessings as they come & vibing with our own energy & our own infinite space.
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